The anxiety gets so bad sometimes it’s hard for me to breathe. I feel like the walls are closing in on me. I can’t make it stop and the more I worry about it, the worse the anxiety gets

This is my current state of mind. I’ve lived in a serene and peaceful place all week – our Time Share in Palm Springs. But now we are loading the last pieces of luggage and other stuff we brought to head home. 

I feel like I’m traveling into the unknown. I’m afraid. I don’t want to leave. It’s safe here and I spend the day floating in the crystal blue salt water of the pool at Marriott. 

But now it’s back to life. Reality. I have to figure out what I’m going to do with my life and I only have one more week off. The walls are closing in even more. I need to be a part of something bigger. I’m terrified to go back to my job. 

What has happened to me?

Author: Autumn Delaney

A screwed up girl in an even more screwed up world...

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